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Saturday, April 01, 2006

Sat, 01 Apr 2006 03:39:33 GMT

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Friday, December 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 13:21:21 GMT

This is for Chris. I swear it's like his life story.

Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you bad
But I did it anyway
And not maybe
Some would say your life was sad
But you lived it anyway
And now maybe
Your friends they stand beside they watch you crumble
As you falter to the ground
And now maybe
Your friends they stand beside as you were flying
Oh you were flying oh so high
But then some day people look at you for what they call their own
They watch you suffer
Yeah they hear you calling home
But then some day we could take our time
To brush the leaves aside so you can reach us
But you left me far behind
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
No, no, no
Couldn't share the pain they watch you suffer
Now maybe I could have made my own mistakes
But I live with what I've known
Yes maybe we might share in something great
But won't you look at where we've grown
Won't you look at where we've gone
But then someday comes tomorrow holds a sense of what I fear for you in my mind
As you trip the final line
And that cold day when you lost control
Shame you left my life
So soon you should have told me
But you left me far behind
Now maybe I didn't meant to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
Now maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
No, no, no
Now maybe I didn't mean to treat you oh so bad
But I did it anyway
No maybe some would say you're left with what you had
But you couldn't share the pain
I said times have changed your friends
They come and watch you crumble to the ground
They watch you suffer
Yeah they hold you down
Hold you down
Maybe brother maybe love I didn't mean to treat you bad
But you left me far behind
Left me far behind
Left me far behind

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Dec 2005 14:02:46 GMT

hey bitches i am back. sorry i haven't updated in awhile but i just haven't felt like it. break has been good so far minus the food parts of the whole thing. omg there was so much food. ugh. christmas eve and christmas were pretty cool. i spent xmas eve with the WHOLE freaking family which was nice. on christmas i went to one of my grandma's and then later on the same day i went to my other grandma's house. this is what i got for xmas from everyone: digital camera, hollister giftcard, barnes and noble giftcard, corvette book and clock, a fucking furby cuz they kick ass!, a hairdryer b/c i always steal emily's, a carton of cigarettes! yea baby!, a book from my mom, a pit bull calendar with my baby dog on it which made me almost cry b/c i love him so much, bunch of candy...ick, flat screen tv for my room, $100 from grandpa bruce and trish, the movie i have been wanting FOREVER- POOL HALL JUNKIES!!!, and my dumb mother sent me a REAL GUCCI watch! at first i thought it was fake but then i saw that it came with a warranty so i knew that it wasn't fake. i don't remember what else. oh and granny helen gave me $500. emily wants me to save half of all my money which is gay.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 21:27:46 GMT

BREAK-UPS FUCKING SUCK.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:37:11 GMT

I really hope everyone's day went so much better than mine. really. i left school this morning because i felt sick. i came home and took a bath and when i was finished i stodd up and literally just about passed out. so i laid down in the bathroom for like 10 minutes and sat up and about passed out again. so i finally just stood up and put my clothes on and walked into the living room and just flopped on the couch and started crying. then my grandma took me to the ER. after waiting the people took my stats and my blood pressure dropped to 48 which is REALLY EXTREMELY LOW and it's really dangerous. so they hooked me up to an IV and literally freaked out and started crying. i was on the IV ALL freakin day and then they took x-rays of me and a sonogram. they thought maybe i have appendicitus which you can die from. but right now they just diagnosed me with really bad stomah flu. man, i have been puking all day! i haven't had anything to eat all day...0 calories which is a plus to all of this. the only thing i have had is a few drinks of 7up and when my grandma and i went to the gas station i puked it all up on the floor of the gas station. it was sick. then when i got home i puked a hell of a lot. i got home not too long ago too. oh and right before i left they gave me some pain medicine through my IV and man, about a minute after they gave it too me i felt high as a kite. literally. my eyes we really squinty like they get when you are stoned. i could barely walk. ahh. i still feel shitty. man, i can not even smoke a cigarette or i will literally puke. how awful is this!?!??

i love u ali b. and uh...weird nipples...umm...really scare me! ahh! lolz.

alikatt

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 21:36:46 GMT

hey guys! today i have done really good. i took in no more that 600 calories. yay! hope i can continue this for awhile. muah to all of my ana lovers out there.

ali b...where have u been bitch? i miss you!!!!!

alikatt

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sun, 18 Dec 2005 04:32:56 GMT

hey hey guys. man i am so tired. i just wanted to tell all of you bitches to check out my girls icon xanga site. it will kick your ass.

www.xanga.com/vaginaicons

<<<one of my fave icons by them.yay.

i love all three of y'all!

^^^just about perfect.^^^

alikatt

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 07:26:10 GMT

OH MY GOD. You guys know how I have not seen or talked to my dad in like four years? I just got off of the phone with him! yay! we talked for like four freakin hours and it was the first time in a realllly long time! i was SO happy to talk to him and it just made me feel SO much better! i've decided that i am goin to texas (houston) where he lives now to see him during spring break and i can not wait! he said he wants to see me so i am really excited!!!

i think i need to lose weight -a lot of weight- before i see him again so i won't feel so embarassed. so here i go again. i need to weigh at least 110 when i see him. that won't be so hard to do.

alikatt

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Thu, 15 Dec 2005 21:00:13 GMT

hey bitches! well let's see what i can bore you to serious death with today...

tomorrow i have 2 effin finals that i do n o t wanna take but i have studied for them so it's ok, i guess. i just really hope i make at least B's on them. emily said that if i am failing ANY one of my classes at semester i am goin back to texas! a h h h! that's too crazy and too much for me to handle. really. i don't wanna go back. i mean, yea, corpus (padre island) is a huge city with kickass beaches and what not...and a lot prettier than here...but i don't know...i just wanna be here. and for one thing, going back to live with my mom is something that will never happen again...it just won't. so let's all hope that i make some kickass grades on all of my finals!

my layout sucks.

oh! i haven't seen and/or talked to my daddy in just about uh...let's see...four years. one thing i love my mom to death for is that she found his mailing address for me and emailed it to me. last night i wrote him a pretty long letter and sent pictures of me and gabby with it. i just wish i could be with him during christmas! i asked him if i can see him anytime because i can go down to Houston whenever i want too...even if it's during school...so hopefully he will say that i can come see him and if he does then i'll prob go down in january. yay. i can't wait!

holy fucking shit! i just realized...i have not seen my daddy in almost four years. do you know what this means? i can not see him for the first time in four years looking oh...so fat! i would feel so embarassed. ick.

welp, i am gonna go smoky smoke. lolz. i love muh bitches...ali b and LT!!!muah!

oh, and LT, i love you so much and i'm so glad we're like pretty much best friends now. i hope everything you're going through gets better. you know i am always here. always.

alikatt

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 21:44:35 GMT

holy freaking crap...i need to get back to fasting! i have gained SO much weight! does anyone who is ana/mia whatever the fuck you call yourself wanna fast with me? lolz. i sound like an effin loser! ooo well. i wuv u ali b!

xoxo

alikatt